Random thoughts

I have been wanting to post about a few things these 2 days.

A) Dialogues no longer create any interest in me: No matter who takes over as the "head" of top management, nothing changes. They can be talking about strategic and major changes to the structure, but again nothing changes.

"Tell me your problems." He said and people obliged. At the beginning, it seemed like he was sincere to understand the problems. BUT, with every answer that he gave, the gist of it remained the same.

To every concern raised, he said," I know you are good leaders, I encourage you to continue with your good job and be a good leader. Good leaders do not present problems, they explore creative means to find solutions." Somehow, it all sounds similar. Similar to previous leaders.

Simply put: Do not give me your problems, solve them yourself.

Which leads to these questions. Why waste our time? Was it a show that was performed to show us they care?

B) I am stoning while typing this entry. Somehow the words just seem to flow naturally. I look back at today.
-Have been awake since 3 am..
-Fell asleep in colleague's car on the way back.
-Floated around the rest of the day and was not really focusing.
-Couldn't get down to doing anything, just wanted to rest.
-Had my patience stretched by hoardes of people that came to get poked.
-Fell asleep in the car while waiting for the traffic light to turn green. (Alarm bells are probably ringing in your head. But i woke up very quickly and stayed awake while driving safely to school) -Feel like i am falling apart. Mentally and physically. Headache, back ache, inability to focus and concentrate. I shall not repeat what i really want for fear of being scolded crazy. But medical leave sounds lovely, hopefully people won't bug me then and just give me a break. ha.

C) Many thoughts filled my mind while sitting at ECP at 6am today.
- Seems like people don't have to work. Many people were there roller-blading, jogging and walking their dogs.
- There was a weird guy practising his Muay Thai moves in the middle of 2 trees. Possible show off?
-What do these people do as an occupation that they are able to do such leisurely activities on a weekday morning till 9 plus 10am?
-It seems desirable to be able to do such leisurely activities on a working day. However, would i actually do the same when i have the freedom to do so?

D) Why do people not give way to ambulances?
- I have seen it happen on two occasions on the same stretch of road. The ambulance is speeding along with lights and sirens. BUT nonchalant cars continue to carry on their journey in front of the ambulance and not give way to it. I saw it happen TWICE! What's wrong with these people?
- Do people only care when their own loved ones are the ones involved? Will they still not give way to the ambulance if someone they knew was being rushed to the hospital?
- Seriously, what's wrong with these people...

E) When will i finally be able to rest.. Sept? Will i have to wait till next year?