I stood at the junction, waiting for the green man to cross the road and pondering. Deeply.
Where am I truly me?
W: Bitch at work, split personality, bad ass that nags at every minute detail
H: Mediator, peace-maker
H: DIL
In the car? At the library? At the airport?
Is that where I am really me?
Friday, May 15, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Early release....
Today i had early release... The first one in a long long time.. I actually reached home before 4pm. Totally amazing. I even had time to go for a swim before having dinner.
I submitted the form today.. The look on her face when she saw the magical "early release" on the form was priceless. I had looked forward to this day since last year. I expected myself to have a vast variety of feelings when submitting. However, I did not feel anything at all. Maybe my senses are numbed.
Someone commented that my desire to leave wasn't huge considering I took so long to complete my resume.
Maybe, maybe not. Maybe it's just the lack of confidence in what I wrote and needing the affirmation of others.
The countdown to a new chapter begins.. Wish me luck..
I submitted the form today.. The look on her face when she saw the magical "early release" on the form was priceless. I had looked forward to this day since last year. I expected myself to have a vast variety of feelings when submitting. However, I did not feel anything at all. Maybe my senses are numbed.
Someone commented that my desire to leave wasn't huge considering I took so long to complete my resume.
Maybe, maybe not. Maybe it's just the lack of confidence in what I wrote and needing the affirmation of others.
The countdown to a new chapter begins.. Wish me luck..
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