Just can't wait to get out..

Everything is getting on my nerves.

Is it because my threshold is reducing or is it because the amount of rubbish is simply increasing?

The blame game seems to be in full action now. Told to self audit our own centres and look for mistakes but we have to check 3 years worth of documents, meaning i have to check documents dating from July 05.

Checking and identifying the mistakes is fine. But yet no one knows what are the consequences of identifying and declaring all these mistakes. All i know is that although these mistakes were made by the previous appointment holders, current ones have to explain even though they have no idea what happened. Current appointment holders still have to review, create and ensure systems are in place to ensure that these mistakes do not happen again.

Is honesty truly the best policy in these situations? Will everyone just end up shooting their own foot?

As if dealing with preparations with 2 audits is not enough work, someone had to add in something else for everyone to do..

I am probably being petty here. But when the check occured, i wasn't even in this location and had not even taken over. But now that the report is out with all the mistakes, somehow my name is there.

Similarly for something that someone did not pass, I had to write the report even though I wasn't there when it happened. I wonder if the same would happen if this was a report that was something good? Would my name still appear on the report if it was something good that happened when i wasn't around?

In the end, even after all the frustration and whining, I still have to suck it up and do the report.

I sat there today, stoning. Really wanting to just give up and say i no longer want to do all these rubbish.

Now there are 4 audits/checks that are going on concurrently. Judge me and say i can't multi-task. But i am merely human.

I am not superwoman, neither do i want to be one.