Haha.. i survived today's session of yoga! Happy!!! Didn't feel giddy... i think that's good enough for me... I am not a weakling! Yeah!! Today's teacher was a little easier to understand... Looking forward to my next session which will be next next week.. I am going to Turkey this wednesday. Holidays are such fun! Ottie... All the way k... Remember to go for lessons throughout the week.. haha.. must make full use of your weekly pass.
Weird thoughts filled my mind today. If you had to listen to conflicting opinions coming from your sibling and your future spouse, will the 'Blood is thicker than water' phrase be a factor in deciding who's opinion to listen to? Or will you just form your own opinion? Is it natural for your future spouse to feel upset, a wee bit jealous or self-conscious that she/he may be inferior compared to your siblings? Will you feel a bit uncomfortable if you see bosses assigning work or confiding in people around you and not you? Or will you feel very happy coz there are less things for you to do? Just wondering, very curious..
What to do if you felt that you were not up to standards compared to everyone else? That you are always sub-standard compared to the rest of the people around you... I know there's a saying, " One mountain has another one higher or lower than it". Is it possible for a person to always be the lowest mountain ever?
What is happiness? When is true satisfaction and sense of achievement obtained?
Do you believe in things that claim to improve your life? Eg, Luck, Love or career charms? Haha... I recently bought one of those voodoo dolls sold at Mini Toons that are supposed to improve your life. I guess I am slipping back into my fantasy life again, either that or i am just grabbing at any straw or hay that i hope will improve the situation. I bought a career charm for HIM... Hope it helps in his next career move.
To my special HIM: I know that you are frustrated with the place you are in now. I know you feel cheated. I can understand how you feel..Like you are trapped in a solitary room and you have no choice but to wait till the time is right and the key will magically appear to free you from your misery. I guess we have no choice but to make the best of our solitary room.. To improve ourselves, to prepare ourselves for the time when we can leave the solitary room. Try to make the best of the room, look forward and I know that you will be able to make it in your next move! I am behind you k?
2 more days to holiday! Yeah! Going for dress fitting when i get back, can't wait for that.. The anticipation is killing me... Haha.. More preparation work awaits us when we get back.. Turkey! Here i come!...
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