Holidays lo!

I will be going to the airport for my trip to Turkey in less than 12 hours time.. Haha.. Excited.. Glad to get away from the nonsense that me, Jon and Hafiz are facing at work. Everyone is telling me that the tea available there is good.. (Vincent: Yes, that includes you too!). Ok ok.. I shall try to bring some back k?

Feel a bit bad that I will be leaving Jon and Hafiz to cope with them. I won't be around to take them for test. What a waste! Would like to see their faces when they FINALLY realized that they are not up to the standard that they think they are. Haiz... Praying that they do buck up within these few days before the actual test arrives. Feeling unappreciated though..

I actually fear when I am currently am now.. There's a very thick air of suspicion, tension and unhappiness... It's like the haze. Majorly affecting our lives but at the same time,we are helpless to clear it.. We just have to wait for it to clear up on its own and hopefully after the haze comes warm and sunny days..(Fingers and toes crossed)

Do you have someone that you really admire that you wished you were like him/her? I do. I would be happy if i were even 10% like her.. Haha...Sounds insane ah? But this person is like an angel.. she can do no wrong. If you need her, she's there. Passionate about life and the things that are important to her in life... Never saying negative things about people unless they really push her limit, which by the way is quite difficult to do. Yup, I am very grateful that this angel plays a part in my life and very honoured that she considers me as one of her MANY friends..
To this angel, you may or may not know that i am referring to you but just want to THANK YOU for sticking by me for so long and for simply being there. *HUGZ*

So many choices that inspire me but which is the one that i really like? Will i be happy with the choice that i finally make? Why can't i think of something that is truly what i want? Don't all girls dream of theirs from young? Where's my dream?.... The hunt for the perfect choice continues..

Take cares all!!! I shall update when i return from Turkey...