It's over!

The audit is finally over...

Strangely, after keeping all the files, i still felt the same. I was asked why i still looked unhappy even though the results were alright.. I think it was mainly because there were a few that were stupid mistakes which could be avoided. It could have been due to the target that i had set for myself..

The audit also exposed many areas which i thought were functioning well but now i know requires much more attention.

Someone asked if maybe i could have started the guys in preparation earlier as i was only ramping up preparations in the last 2 weeks. I fell silent at the implied meaning.. I don't really expect everyone to understand the difficulties that i face, so i chose to keep silent. I probably would have ended up as an emotional wreck if i had opened my mouth to talk about the daily difficulties.. All that i spoke about would probably have come out as excuses..

During the audit, there were so many occasions that i felt like all the hard work came to zilch when mistakes continued to be discovered even though we went through the documents before..
It's almost like if we didn't work that hard, then we probably wouldn't have felt so disappointed.

Now that it is all over, there still much more work to do since the audit has exposed flaws and cracks.