It's finally over. Glad that i managed to answer his questions.. Haha.. felt small... but anyway its normal. Tired.. Left work only at 8 plus. Eventful ah.. the projector had problems at the very last minute... People not turning up at the last minute... Having a nasty red bump on my head coz it got hit by the sliding door, having to clean up people's puke.. Felt like crying.. but had to be strong for the entire thing to run smoothly.. why is it always such a struggle...
Do i feel happy its over? Maybe... I guess i would have expected to speak to him, to tell him the troubles and evaluate if he was worth talking to.. But no chance,.. so it's ok. I don't really feel anything. Don't feel relieved, don't feel happy either.. Just a mixture of feelings that cannot be put into words.
I learnt that i will soon be moving again.. How does this piece of news make me feel? Somehow the feeling of being unwanted and thrown to clear other people's shit seems familiar.. Mmmm.. When was the last time i had the same feeling? I think it was only about 3 months ago!... Amazing how things go round in circles right? And what a small circle it is...
Given up.. I thought there would be a session where he would speak to each department separately but nope! didn't happen...
If you are confused, ask me directly.. Many things cannot be explained explicitly here... too sensitive...
P.S: For those that have worked with me, am i capable in your eyes?
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Hey, haven seen u for quite a while.. seems like things are not really good huh?? Well, life's like tat ya.. but be positive k?? when u feel u reached rock bottom, there's only one way to go - upwards! :)
oh ya, and u'r definitely very capable after working with and under u for about 2 years.. MEDIC!
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