Retail therapy

I feel the blues.. I work looking forward to the weekends all the time. I feel happy when i look at pretty things, both online and feeling the real thing.

But I am controlling... I feel the tension in me release when I walk into a shop or see something online that is really nice.. I tell myself, "I Want! but cannot.. save money.. haha.." Then I will walk out of the shop.. Dilemma of feelings.. Happy that I resisted the urge, but sad that I didn't purchase it. I am not being stingy with myself, but the money that is being forcefully saved will probably come in handy next time especially with the RAPIDLY INCREASING standard of living and the rising prices of every single thing except our pay.

I want:
- Tree Tee from wetseal.com that now only comes in size L: So no need to buy.. Yeah! :(
- Robot tee with hearts also from wetseal... Still considering
- Prima Crocs.. Considering since the day i saw it featured in Urban
- 2 tops from mandee.com
- simple heels that can be worn for shopping but will not hurt my feet
- a day to relax at some spa.. body scrub and massage sounds good to get away from all the madness
- Maryjane heels from gojane.com: But no more black.. so it gives me an excuse not to buy too...
- Many Many more!

Now I understand why people go for retail therapy. It makes you feel real good...