Tired of surprises

I am tired... Tired of handling surprises that spring onto me at the last minute and expect me to solve them. Why can't you do it? Since it was originally your surprises? I like surprise, but not this type of surprises.

Am i a good listener? Do i convince you when i talk? Or do you just feel incessant grating on your ears when i talk? Do i seem like a stupid person when i talk? That i say things without processing them through my brain first? I hope i am able to convince you to change for the better, especially when people think i am capable of it.. The burden of other people's expectations...

To psycho magnet: what is making you think of throwing in the towel? What towel do you want to throw in? Anyway as the date draws closer, i hope you are prepared and ready for the hardwork and loads of fun that comes along with it. JIA YOU K!!!!!

The four of us shall go take crazy neoprints and spend lots of time decorating it together k? Then we can also update each other on our lives... *HUGZ*